Interesting thoughts at the Beach

If it hasn't become glaringly obvious, I've been spending much more time outside.  I've been relaxing, meditation, listening to the world around me, and just thinking.  The first of the interesting thoughts tonight was... there is a hurricane on the way.  I wonder what the beach will look like.  Or the look out, with the waves crashing over the rocks.  So I think by the weekend, I may go out in the rough weather to go watch the storm for a bit.  I will make sure its not too bad, and that its safe for me, and I won't get too close. 

The other thought I had was. When you came home you were pretty restless, would you be content going with me to the lookout and just relaxing there, doing nothing more but sitting listening and cuddling.  Would that be something that would interest you, that you would enjoy when you got home despite the unease you felt before. 

SImply random thoughts from my head as I sat in my purple fold up chair at the beach, gazing up at the stars while the waves crashed over my feet and tried to get me to fall over when it moved the sand from under the chair legs. 

I have a busy day tomorrow, two more applications, and with any luck an interview.  *crosses her fingers* I also have to get myself prepared for wednesday.  Get the list of everything together so that I can do all my running around and knock it out of the way before the holiday weekend.  Not that I have any idea as far as what I am doing.  I've become Mom's ride for her Dr's appointments so we shall see.  That entire situation is all crazy and junk who knows whats going on really.

Anyway, It is time for me to get some rest.  I've washed off all the sand from my feet and legs, and  I am all changed for bed.  Oh and I've started a new hobby- jewelry making, its fun, and its a cheap way to make my own stuff to wear.  Thought I've stuck mostly with necklaces for the moment.  I'm starting out sinple.  Maybe I'll make an anklet or a bracelet next.

Goodnight my Sir,

miss you.


~jingles

I've missed the last several days.   Because I've not spent much time at home.  I've been out, hanging out at the beach, relaxing, spending time with tiffany and keeping myself busy. 

Today I decided I wanted to go for a drive and so I did, jsut to get out, and see something new.  I went around to look at a few different stores to price out fabric and find a seamstress.  I am tiffany's date for a friends wedding next month and I need something to wear. ITs a Grimms fairytale kind of wedding so its all renasisannce ish and stuff.

TOmorrow I am going to see about the night audit position so I am kinda nervous but not totally. Its odd. Wish me luck though.

Miss you my Sir, hope to talk to you again soon.

~jingles

Gah, I'm late again.  Damn it. 

This is what happens when I end up sleeping all day >.< Doh. 

ITs midnight, I'm getting myself back up to level 51 on the game.  Almost there, but I should have remembered to write this sooner.  I will kneel tomorrow before the whip for being late. 

It was really good to talk to you again.  and I can't wait until september, when I can see you again.  I miss you, but getting to talk to you is amazing. 

Going to go try and sleep...


otherwise I'm going to end up at the 24 hour walmart buying movies....

love,

~jingles

Wednesday! Its hump day!

Get your brain outta the gutter!

ITs the middle of hte week, I missed yesterday *curses under her breath*

But look today's is early and there for on time too.

I have a job interview tomorrow morning at a florist doing telephone work.  It should pay the bills if I can get it. 

Today's been a rather blah day, but we shall see how things go. 

*hugs and kisses* Miss you my Love

~jingles

Manic Monday...

Not as productive a monday as I had hoped for but I still did pretty good. 

Got several of the items on my list ataken care of but the larger ones I did not.  Like getting subbing applications, and getting the application out to the floral place.  Mom had her dr's appointment, then wanted to go shopping and run errands.  which turned into a fiasco, becuase as we get my mother back to her house we find that mom brought the wrong key with her.  NOT the one to get into the house, so my sister had to jump through a window. 

there rest of this afternoon was relatively uneventful, but I did get more of the pieces for someones anniversary gift together.  I'm so excited.

this one made it on time!

Love you my Sir, hope to talk to you soon...


Jingles

Organization Sunday...

getting organized and ready for the week-

I have set up a ton of stuff to be shredded, things we don't need to hang on to, that is going to say goodbye.  Helping to get rid of the clutter is a massive help for me right now.  I need to be focused for this coming week.  I want a job by friday.  Thats my goal. 

I am stopping by thre colleges tomorrow to check on tutor positions, grabbing substitute applications for the area schools, and dropping off and application to a local floral place to be a phone jockey.  Its $10 an hour, I am also going to see about auditing a class or maybe two at the college branch down the road, or see what the other onehas to offer *fingers crossed*

I have a big day tomorrow... but I can't seem to sleep or feel relaxed enough to sleep. 

I'm anxious and worried.  I've not heard that you are back safe yet, and I am trying to relax cause no news is good news, but seeing your face or an offline is better.

Miss you

~jingles

The beach...

I'm a mermaid...

I've spent the last two nights going to the beach and standing in the water and relaxing in the moonlight.  Its been extremely soothing, and calming, though I missed my entry yesterday and I am late again tonight.  Tomorrow I am going to go kneel before the whip, and set it on Sir's chair. 

I may have bought Sir a little something at the store today.  I was bored earlier and needed to get out so I went to wal-mart.  I found one of the DVD sets we wanted to watch.... and something to build when he gets back.

Love you my Sir, and I hope to talk to you soon!

your jingles

A little late...

This entry is a bit late, becuase I spent the majority of the night out with Tiff relaxing by the water off the pier.

Yes I got out of the house today, and I have a job application to fill out.  After spending the morning rather listelss and down, I went to the beach with tiffany and sat on the rocks to watch the sunset and re-energize.  Then we went to dinner, then spent several hours sitting on the Pier listening to the water and just talking about random stuff.

Today was a better day, and yet now I feel suddenly rejuvenated and ready to tackle a few things come morning time. 

Love you my Sir

the -getting more jingly- one

One step... one day... one thought

"I will see you soon my Jingles"

"Yes Sir."

"Its only three months"

"Yes Sir"

*insert pause with kisses and forehead touching*

"I have to go, they are going to call me on the plane"

"I know.."

*arms remain wrapped over Sirs shoulders*

"My jingles... *insert kiss* I have to go."

" I know, I don't want to let you go yet"

...

"I have to go, I will see you soon.  And even sooner on webcam"


One day at a time...
One step at a time...
One entry at a time...

I am terrible with this, but I am determined that for the next three months I can write one entry a day.  If not more.

So today's entry- Sir goes back over there.  It was a phenomenal two weeks with him, and I couldn't ask for anything better.  He was the best birthday gift I could have gotten, and it was all I wanted.

I love you my Sir.

I'm holding up alright.  I know I've shut myself down today, at least post airport.  I haven't cried yet, and I haven't done much of anything.  Tonight I will sleep again in my cuffs, in the giant tangled mass of pillows and blankets on the bed like I did last night.

I took a nap when i got back from the airport, and when I woke up I felt like that last two weeks have been a dream.  But the bracelet on my wrist reminds me otherwise, my Sir was home... and he will come home again in a few months. 

Love always,

Jingles

Two months....

Alright, so its been a while... a long while, and you are still home but it is time I started writing in this again.

we'll start- its amazing to be here with you at home, and at your feet... I'll write some more later, but I jsut wanted to get something down here.   Not much to write here when I have you... here to talk to.

Love you my Sir...

~your jingles