If it hasn't become glaringly obvious, I've been spending much more time outside. I've been relaxing, meditation, listening to the world around me, and just thinking. The first of the interesting thoughts tonight was... there is a hurricane on the way. I wonder what the beach will look like. Or the look out, with the waves crashing over the rocks. So I think by the weekend, I may go out in the rough weather to go watch the storm for a bit. I will make sure its not too bad, and that its safe for me, and I won't get too close.
The other thought I had was. When you came home you were pretty restless, would you be content going with me to the lookout and just relaxing there, doing nothing more but sitting listening and cuddling. Would that be something that would interest you, that you would enjoy when you got home despite the unease you felt before.
SImply random thoughts from my head as I sat in my purple fold up chair at the beach, gazing up at the stars while the waves crashed over my feet and tried to get me to fall over when it moved the sand from under the chair legs.
I have a busy day tomorrow, two more applications, and with any luck an interview. *crosses her fingers* I also have to get myself prepared for wednesday. Get the list of everything together so that I can do all my running around and knock it out of the way before the holiday weekend. Not that I have any idea as far as what I am doing. I've become Mom's ride for her Dr's appointments so we shall see. That entire situation is all crazy and junk who knows whats going on really.
Anyway, It is time for me to get some rest. I've washed off all the sand from my feet and legs, and I am all changed for bed. Oh and I've started a new hobby- jewelry making, its fun, and its a cheap way to make my own stuff to wear. Thought I've stuck mostly with necklaces for the moment. I'm starting out sinple. Maybe I'll make an anklet or a bracelet next.
Goodnight my Sir,
miss you.
~jingles
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