One step... one day... one thought

"I will see you soon my Jingles"

"Yes Sir."

"Its only three months"

"Yes Sir"

*insert pause with kisses and forehead touching*

"I have to go, they are going to call me on the plane"

"I know.."

*arms remain wrapped over Sirs shoulders*

"My jingles... *insert kiss* I have to go."

" I know, I don't want to let you go yet"

...

"I have to go, I will see you soon.  And even sooner on webcam"


One day at a time...
One step at a time...
One entry at a time...

I am terrible with this, but I am determined that for the next three months I can write one entry a day.  If not more.

So today's entry- Sir goes back over there.  It was a phenomenal two weeks with him, and I couldn't ask for anything better.  He was the best birthday gift I could have gotten, and it was all I wanted.

I love you my Sir.

I'm holding up alright.  I know I've shut myself down today, at least post airport.  I haven't cried yet, and I haven't done much of anything.  Tonight I will sleep again in my cuffs, in the giant tangled mass of pillows and blankets on the bed like I did last night.

I took a nap when i got back from the airport, and when I woke up I felt like that last two weeks have been a dream.  But the bracelet on my wrist reminds me otherwise, my Sir was home... and he will come home again in a few months. 

Love always,

Jingles