Resolutions

The end of 2010 brought about a whole new change to my life.  I found myself again and I feel like an even better me for that matter.  It also brought my Girlfriend into my life, she has been nothing but a blessing in my life.  In November my husband finally came home, and everything seemed to stabilize out.  I am surrounded by support and love.  I've cleaned out who I consider to be my "friends" and those who are not healthy for me.

Now as I look forward to 2011, there are more changes coming into my life.  I am looking to start up tutoring once more, perhaps a class or two for me.  We are looking to move in the spring to a bigger place for our new family.  The biggest change of all will be the new baby.  I have a home to keep safe now (my body) and soon I will have a new house to prepare as well for after the birth. I have a lot of work ahead of me, but I am rather excited for it.  

This year I have decided that my resolution is to be more accountable.  I often say that I will do things and slide on them, Or I will step back if someone gives me a half-assed reason to not do something.  This year I have decided that I am going to ensure that I am doing what I need to do.  No more excuses.

My new level of accountability is also going to include being more assertive and standing up for myself, ensuring that I am taking care of myself and my baby.  I am taking everything one day at a time and ensuring that I have everything in order.  I realize that I will not be perfect, and there are days that are not going to go as well as others.  It is important for me to ensure that I don't dwell on those off days and focus on what I do next, and moving forward.