Jealousy?

I'm writing this becuase I feel like I'm getting better... kind of. 

Out of the blue this evening I got a text message from someone I never expected to really talk to me.  And it wasn't as much of a request as It came out as an order. 

The girl my Sir would visit on his "breaks" at work wanted to know how my Sir is doing, and wanted his address so that she could send him some packages.  I"ll be honest, my radar went off, I got a bit... protective and selfish, cause damnit thats my Sir Ididn't want to give out his info.  The thought of another oman sending him stuff really kinda tipped me off.  Tiffany knew something was up and she asked me what text message I was reading, and I told her that someone he knew from work wanted his address...

But in the end, I went down to cumby's... and I chatted with her for a bit, and I gave her the address.  It was awkward for me at least.  She was so excited i was there becuase she's been writing him a letter every month since he's been gone and wanted to get them out to him.  He promised that he would stop by and see her to give her an address or something and she was upset that he hadn't.   I stayed and talked with her for a bit, and she was telling me about how excited he is to get his truck when he gets back and " hows he doing" and " I'll send him some cigarettes" ...

I'm trying, it was jsut tough for me... She seemed all excited becuase I showed up and now she could get in touch with him, and she misses him, and he and charlie used to keep her smoking when they came down but she's trying to quit... 

long story short, I sucked it up... She has my Sir's address...

*me