Starting the day off...

Strange...

Thats how I feel today, or at least this morning.  Strange.  A little off. Something doesn't feel right.  But I can't piece it together.  I know what part of it is.  I woke up this morning after dreaming about my Sir and I miss him, ALOT.  As far as what I am going to do about it I haven't decided.  Let's partner this with the fact that as I was walking down the stairs to bring the puppy outside, my collar fell off my neck.  Clasp came undone somehow and slipped from around my neck. 

I put it back where it belongs and redid the clasp on it and put it back where it belongs, but it was just odd that it happened this morning after having a dream about going off to the Casino and having a wonderful "date" of sorts with my Sir. I haven't spokenwith him in several days.  I could use jsut a few words from him. Like I said, I just feel strange. 

I got up this morning, showered, did a little cleaning had some breakfast... and the pressure headache sinus thingy I have is still here.  I cut it off early with a dose of sudafed so its working for the most part.  And the lights arn't bothering me today so I'm 50% better off than whereI was yesterday.  

I've been mostly productive this side of the day- 75% of the apartment is clean, ( need to tackle the bedroom but I need quarters to do laundry in order to do that).  And I've recently settled into more job hunting stuff, and I found a job I think I would like on craigslist, but I need to work on my resume and Cover letter, but I haven't the foggiest idea of whee to start with that...

Strange.

Exactly how I feel... I wouldn't say depressed, or low cuase thats not it.  I miss him, but thats normal. 

:O

I'm bored! thats what it is... I don't know what to do with myself.... FFS Damnit Sir you were right I do need a job before I go out of my mind...