I was going to write before I went to the lookout last night, but I had no idea what to write.  when I got home at 12:15 am, I was not only tired but still had no idea what to write about.  and I will more than accent the tired portion.

Then we fast forward to this morning.  I slept terribly, tossed and turned and I just couldn't quite settle down.  And last night I had gotten a call from my oldest younger sister.  To remind me about my mothers dr's appt today.  And to add on top of that she wanted me to bring my other sister to work becuase she was going in early.  At the time, I didn't think it would be a problem, the appt and her work time were close together it wouldn't be a real issue.  No biggie right?

WRONG. 

I'm on my way out to the car at 9am when my phone rings.  I was told mom's appt was at 10:30 this morning.  NOPE Its at 1:30.  So I tell mom to wake up the sleeping one becuase im not making 4 trips out there jsut for getting one to work, and then go back to get mom for her appointment. I go back into the house and lay down on my bed to try and squeeze in a nap. 

Phone rings again.  My sister is leaving without the other one she doens't have time to bring her ( insert the noise of the door closing).  so now I have to go to one way, head back this way to bring one to work, then find something to do with my mother for 2.5 hours until her appointment to drive her home.  And did I mention that I have to leave at 4:30 to go pick up my friend from work becuase she has no car?

LIVID.  I'm not a fucking free cab ride for anyone who needs a ride.  My ENTIRE day is now shot to hell, and no one really gives a fuck becuase everyone else gets done what they need to. All because someone refused to wake up 15 minutes earlier.  I'm done.  I'm ALL done.  I'm not giving anyone any more rides.  I need to take care of me and get shit done for myself, so really.  The next time you need something, call someone else, cause I am done being stepped on by my kid sisters.

There are now three catergories I am focusing on in this order of importance-
A- Things I need to get done
B- Things I want to get done.
C- Everyone else. 

done.  All done...

*makes the sign for all done in baby asl*

Love you my Sir, I will talk to you soon

* goes to lay down for 15 minutes before the cab driver takes off again*