My journal for today is brought to you from the beach. Its comfy and  relaxing. Its a little colder than normal but its mostly the breeze but its still beautiful. The clouds over the sky are rather gray but the sun is peeking through at the edge,its kinda pretty. Today has been pretty laid back. I stayed mellow and low key, as per instructions from the doctor yesterday. I rested alot, cleaned the kitchen, took out the garbage and did a few small odds and ends type things around the apartment.
I did find an ad in the paper for a cashier on the Academy for their store, I'm going to stop in tomorrow as I didn't find it until late in the afternoon. I also have my follow up tomorrow morning at 9am. Woo hoo im so excited, and then it looks like a referral to some unknown GYN. Maybe I'll get lucky and it might be the one that I use normally. *crosses fingers*

And the BEST part of my day. Sir bought me a collar! and I've been daydreaming about it all afternoon. what it will feel like, if it will be a little lighter becuase its thinner, what kind of charm Sir might want to put on it, how it will actually feel on my neck, how I'm going to react once its one, if its going to bother me as much as christina's used to, and the most Vain part of it all- If its going to look as gorgeous as I hope it will on my neck. Then there is the fun question- if it fits and it fits well... will Sir get it engraved with anything special? I'm still all giddy, and Sir was right it does make me glow.

A solid, steel statement on my neck for a solid firm relationship between us, finally getting back to how things should be, and moving forward with that premise without any other baggage hanging onto us. A fresh new start, with what I see as a whole new level of strength.
With all the reading I have been doing, I am wondering how that new collar will affect me. I've done alot of reading about how for the girls in the books it makes them more beautiful, reinforces their place, it makes them look and feel more of who they are. Will it have


that same effect on me? Will I absolutely glow with it on my neck? Will it make me more attractive? a collared jingles? His collared wench?

Alright so I'm already glowing :P I can't wait until he can put it on my neck.

56 Days and counting...


♥ Always ♥
your wench