A bit on Communictaion-

this bit is DEFINITELY late.

The other day, I saw a difference in the way my Sir and I communicate.  Typically if it has something to do with whats going on over there I don't want to know, becuase he says I don't want the answer to the questions I ask.   I however have come to a poiint where, yeah what I'm going to hear that he is going through is going to suck, alot.  However, I need to know, I can't hide from it and pretend that nothing is going on.  If I am going to understand what my Sir is going through and how I cna help him, I can't be in the dark.  Even small details like " There was an explosion near me" is enough for me to understand enough that I can piece a few other thigns together to help where I can.  It will make it easier for me to help him when he gets home instead of having to say thing slike," So when you said I didn't want to know then, I want to know now." and then he has to go back through everything.

this way- He's given me enough to go on to help him later.  I am hoping that my Sir will continue to be more open with me about what has occured over there.  Its something I need in order to be better for him, and help him with out being too pushy or clingy like last time.  But that also means that my Sir needs to open up to me a bit more, so that I don't feel as isolated.