Its late...

My journal entry for today is late, I've been talking with my Sir for the last few hours, and jogging down memory lane for about an nother more than that.

I'm not supposed to be counting but I am at roughly three weeks until my Sir comes home.  I hadn't realized it earlier when it was said, and I'll be entirely honest I wasn't quite myself.   One of the top five things that my Sir wants when he gets home is time with me.  And so do I.  We've wasted alot of time.  No one is perfect everyone has their ups and downs, but what matters is that at the end of the day or the rough patch we are still together.

I want time with him too.  I want time with my Sir, to get things back to where they should be.  I want to know what turns him on, what makes him tick, what he thinks about and all that stuff.  Its not something easy to go over, and start to process through given the distance that is now between us. 

But in three weeks... It won't be.  I can sit at his feet and ask him a million questions, and squirm like the slut I am on one hand, or giggle and fight off his tickling advances.  I just want him home.  In one instance I want to be able to jsut sit at his feet, and enjoy a quiet supper, and watch a movie or just talk.  In another I would like to be tied up and given no quarter of movement.  I want to be teased, tortured and used like there is no other woman in the word for him- becuase I know there isn't.  And yet at the same time I want to ask him a million questions about everything that I may have lost out on learning becuase of the last few years.

The bottom line and the truth of the matter is that I just want Him.  All of him, in any and every form that I can get him, and having to wait another three weeks is while in one hand torturous and painful, its also a drop in the bucket and the final blissful weeks until I am in his arms again.


I want my Sir back damnit... I've waited long enough, the Military jsut needs to give him back already.

♥Always♥
Your wench

His is Master and I am slave. 
He is Owner and I am owned.
He commands and I obey.
He is to be pleased, and I am to be pleasing.

Why is this?
Becuase He is Master and I am His


I know Its been a rocky road for so long, But I want nothing more than to be better for you, for us...
I love you my Sir, we;ve been apart for too long, and finally we'll be back together.