what did I do wrong?

I really don't know. But you're pissed at me.  You didn't even give me a chance to say goodnight.  I was trying not to get upset and assume that it was me that you were pissed off at, but now im left with this sinking feeling in my chest.  All I can do is cry and I don't know what I did.  I really don't, and its scaring me. 

I don't know if its something I did, or if what you had to do tonight is what upset you.  I don't know. 

I was up late last night, near 4:30 am, praying hoping that you would come back.  I couldn't stop myself, It was all desire, and I just couldn't sleep.  I woke up shortly after you left, and saw all of the messages you left for me.  They made me feel so much better, it put me in such a comfortable warm place.  And I wanted to stay and wait and see where you were at.  So,  I stayed in bed, I lay back and waited for you to come back.  Yes I fell back to sleep, I had only gotten 4.5 hours, and I was tired.  IT wouldn't have been much for me to drive out there this afternoon. 

I woke up to the buzz, and the first thing I did was say hello to you and then I made the call.  And the first words out of the guys mouth were " I'll be honest, I forgot." Whether I called at noon or at 9 am, he still didn't have it ready for me.  He still has to find it, he has to check the vehicle, and then track down the guy he bought it from and see if he can get it.  I can't really say that I want to waste my time waiting for this guy to find it.

I was trying  not to get upset or assume you were angry with me, but when you signed out without giving me half a chance to even say goodnight, I lost it...

I don't know which way to go now...