Friday- I spent the night at home, working on a flogger for my Sir. It came out pretty cool. Stayed up late having some heart to heart discussion with my Sir. I am still floored at how far our communication has come, even on the less than easy topics to talk about. My insecurity and such being one of them.
Saturday- So I got permission to skip the conference stuff in the morning- was totally worth skipping it. I spent the morning relaxing and chatting some more with my Sir. Then It was time to go get Freaky to head up for the afternoon classes at the GRUE. We got halfway to hartford, when "Shit the stromboli are still in my car!" Back to Freaky's car to grab the foods. Then, by the time we got to the space.. The Grue was over, and they were closing the space for the three hours between classes and the party. This was not posted anywhere we had looked, so suddenly-- What the hell are we going to do for three hours.
We are women- we went shopping. Freaky and I went tot he buckland mall and wandered around, tried on clothes, and shoes, and made fun of the ridiculousness inside spencers. It was a good time. Then it was time to head back to the space. We got there at quarter of, and went in to get changed. I wore a black shirt/dress thing, with fishnets, leg warmers and a cheap pair of heels. I looked hot. I also had some red ribbon, and a red flower in my hair, Freaky did my make up, it was a good time And I was feeling insanely confident.
Then it was time for the first walk down the middle of the dungeon. I was a little iffy at first, becuase there were alot of people around. However what happened next was not expected. The space was PACKED, ridiculously. Trying to make it to the kitchen to grab a drink, and I had to avoid a woman spinning while suspended, a pair of floggers, and a violet wand. By the time I got back to the front room to bring back soda and check on my hair- I had to avoid the woman suspended with a fucking machine. *whistles* Odd.
The space was packed for the majority of the night. We found a space in the back of the space, in the cafe and relaxed on the couch and hung out. Bitey found a new way to recycle- 2 liter soda bottles as percussive instruments on ben's ass. It was quite fun. We were walking about, avoiding all of the suspensions and other stuff going on, and got distracted by some fire cupping going on. O.O I want to try fire play- but I'm not sure about cupping yet. It was intriguing to see how the skin gets pulled into the cups and the suction, but thats something to try out... not yet though, we can save that for later.
It was after midnight that the crowd finally started to dwindle and the chain web was free, so we commandeered the entire corner by the web. We had some issues with someone else playing on the web in latex, so due to allergies we had to wait until they were done- So I got all tied up in a chest harness- all comfy and tight while we waited. \
And I did it too... I went topless YAAAAAY me. Score one for my confidence. I was quite proud of myself. Still am and will be for a while. Its a whole new feeling. "JAck" Told me that my breasts were "C'est Magnifique" I have fresnch breasts. It made me giggle. It still makes me giggle. It was also one of those nights where instead of like the casino I was focusing on those that were looking at me in a negative light, I was focusing on those that were paying attention to me. And Sir, you were right, people do enjoy it, I have nothing to be ashamed of, and I don't think I will be standing in my way anymore.
When the web was finally ready, I was strung up- the rope from the harness was used to attach me to the hian web. :D it was awesome. We had a good time, I hadn't realized how much fun it could be to play in public, especially when you are confident and not hiding from anything. It was quite a freeing experience. If that makes sense. I will leave the details to share with you later if you would like. But here is some pictures for you:
Then we went to denny's for after party eats, I was pretty hungry. That was big mistake took an hour for the food to get to us, and then my food was last- not that it was even cooked. It was terrible. We are probably never going back. Ever. But our entire meal was comped. Its a trend we aren't happy with- damnit.
I didn't get home until late, like nearly 6am this morning. I slept in untiul 2 ish or so, I needed the rest. I took the pictures this afternoon so that you could see them.
I was kinda miffed at myself becuase I didn't get to see you this morning. And I had slept too late to see you, so I was fairly certain that I wouldn't see you until later tonight. When I saw you this afternoon I was excted, I wanted to tell you about what happened and I wanted you to be proud of me for what I did. It certainly was not expected that you would be in such a bad mood today. Football pool- lack of sleep- I was trying to make you sleep and yet all it amanged to do was a whole lot of not much.
I did however realize this afternoon that just because you are in a bad mood doens't mean that I need to let my mood sink. I was happy, and I still am. Yes you aren't happy, but I cannot assume that it is all my fault and that I did something wrong. I don't need to be unneccesarily down on myself. We're doing dinner tonight, and hanging out at the house until I can talk to you and then go to legends to do some singing. Freaky got some new needles so I wants to try them they are a different gauge so im intreigued.
Time for me to go make some dinner. I love you my Sir.
♥Always♥
your wench
He is Master and I am slave.
He is Owner and I am owned.
He commands and I am to be obeyed.
He is to be pleased and I am to be pleasing.
Why is this?
Becuase He is my Sir and I am his pierced wench.
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